Why me?

[j 4 |2 ! p |-|]

My life is going to crap in the last few years. Why does everything really bad happen when I am away from home? All the times I decide to go away for school there is a death in the family. This time was no exception. I really need to get this stress outta me. I really need people to talk to or at least be around. I have cooped myself up in my dorm room for a few days, only coming out to eat. I haven't been eating very much either. well I just needed to rant and vent a little, thank you to whoever reads this.

[ProcrastinationQueen]

I read it.  =(  I'm sorry this is happening to you.  I'd hang out if you want... I'm always cooped up.  I do get out, but have no one to do anything with cuz my bf is always either at work or pissed off, and all my friends are like blahh, I haven't seen them in a year.  D;

It's also my fault cuz I'm antisocial.  I like being social but I'm so shy and nervous all the time.  SO Yeah.   But if you go over to Kit's dorm again I'll come over and chill. 

[j 4 |2 ! p |-|]

I read it.  =(  I'm sorry this is happening to you.  I'd hang out if you want... I'm always cooped up.  I do get out, but have no one to do anything with cuz my bf is always either at work or pissed off, and all my friends are like blahh, I haven't seen them in a year.  D;

It's also my fault cuz I'm antisocial.  I like being social but I'm so shy and nervous all the time.  SO Yeah.   But if you go over to Kit's dorm again I'll come over and chill. 

yeah thanks. I am pretty much the same way. I am trying to be more social and nonshy now though. doesnt work that well. but yeah, i am like at Kit's dorm whenever I can actually. even as i type this i am there. lol gosh i am SO hungry, to bad i effing missed latenight...and forgot to grab a bagel when i got my laptop...lol

[phillis]

i read it too. you will get through it man, life loves to throw that damn curveball >.<
its hard to be away from the people you care about. dont let the fact that you cant do anything get you down.. you have done enough just careing enough to call them or write or visit when you can.
and i am introverted too. when i lived in the dorms stationed at florida, it would take alot to get me out of that room, untill i made it a point to go hang out. its helpfull if you plan on leaving early. there is only so mutch crowd one can take

[j 4 |2 ! p |-|]

hey, thank you guys for listening. Love you all and would like to get to know ya (more?) and am looking forwand to meeting ya (again?) lol, i love optional choices lol. i need to get out more and meet new people. meeting Oni was a blast lol. I didnt really show it because of my sheltered, quiet fox attitude, but i tried my best. loved meeting everyone who went. would love to see ya sometime again. hit me up on email at: jlandrews90@hotmail.com lol, i am a bit tipsy right about now. lol wish I had someone to chat with. but whatever, i should get going, ttyl.